AAA!!!
This is me taking the written test which I screwed up pretty badly *angry eyes*
I'm back and you can't stop me!!
So I have no life anymore. I have pretty much dissapeared. So unless you attend my school and do theatre, I don't ever see you. Actually the only person I see outside of school is my boyfriend (hello Allen : ) and I make time to see him as his date to ship out for the Navy is in two weeks and the last two weeks he is here, I will be living in the theatre because he leaves the morning after closing night. We open the 18! I'm not ready at all. Pretty scared actually. I love the singing part of having a lead - its a blast, I love singing and I've found that I can belt rather well for never having done it before. But I don't like tap dancing. I wish I had started studying it a long time ago. The steps are fairly simple as far as tap dancing goes, but for me its painful.
Speaking of pain, my feet hurt SO BAD.
Oooo...I have fun ninja pictures to post!
This is me during my black-red belt testing. I'm actually just landing a jumping kick. I had no idea I kicked that high! Thank you brother with photo skills!
This is me taking the written test which I screwed up pretty badly *angry eyes*
And this is me and friends. Left to right: Brother, brothers GF, myself, Allen.
We had a great time dancing to crazy Irish music that night. Nothing beats a night of dancing. When you can really let go and just dance how ever you feel, its amazing. My mom danced with us too! My mother is amazing, and its taken me an incredibly long time to realize that.
I love you all, and I miss you. I will have more time to talk and visit and blog, etc, after the show. Right now my entire life is theatre, school, and work. I think I'm going to quit theatre for a while after this show - I am so burt out, its unbelievable.
*hugs* Sixth! I do miss hearing from you, my dear fellow. Hope your crazy Canadian self is doing just fine.
-Shell
5 comments:
I think I'm gonna watch Fantastic 4 tonight!
I'm really sad you didn't mention me in your blog...**sniff**
i'm alive and well and kicking, but barely. i'm about this close to snapping and doing some very stupid things i shouldn't do. i feel like my soul is decaying. i'm not being over dramatic about this. I've been literally gone since the beginning of september and wont be back home till the end of november at the earliest. i didn't even believe in souls until i felt i was losing mine.
also, is it just or does everyone have a friend who kind of looks like a fawn? in your case, allen?
A fawn? Hmmmmmm. Are you refering to the more delicate features? If so , I think you are probably right. I think Shell's friend Mariah looks like a fawn. She is so small and delicate!
Why does my boyfriend look like a fawn?!?! Delicate features?? *beats head on table* YOU GUYS!! He looks a little different than in real life in that picture. Oh well..
Sixth, you have a soul. And it is searching and I am praying for you. I don't know if you pray and I hope you are ok with me praying for you. Please don't do anything stupid. I know I'm in another freaking country (Kansas, haha) but if you ever need to talk to someone (in this case, write it out), I have email and I will read and reply (or not reply, whichever you wish).
thanks but i'm not the suicidal type. i'm far too much of a vain narcissist to off myself. so much so that i can actually spell narcissist correctly without help. i'm more the kill/torment those who are causing me my angst. hehe - i used the word angst.
but thank you, i appreciate that.
i'm completely cool with people praying for me and i encourage people to to do. you never know, god might listen to one of us.
as for the soul thing, i believe you earn a soul through you actions in life and i don't think i'm quite there yet. someday, maybe.
and yes, he's fawnish looking. it's not a bad thing. it just means he's got a couple of girl parts and a few goat parts.
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