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Not the most recent entry, but the one after that.
So, how are you all today? *sigh* Sometimes life just get tiring, doesn't it? You just get tired of being tired. Sick of being angsty. Depressed about the near future. Discouraged about the far future. And you wonder how the heck you are going to make it to Indiana by June 25 for MasterWorks performing arts camp. And even more, you wonder how you are going to get them $1,500 by June 1st. So you worry, and you snap at people, and you are tired, and you think everything is directed at you, so you flip out, and you hate everyone, and you just want to shut the closet door and turn up the music until your ears bleed. Personally, I'm in the mood for bleeding ears right now. I don't know how to describe it. You just get so tired of the drama and the angst, that you just wish your ears would start bleeding so you could have something that you knew other people wouldn't care if you whined about because hey, who wouldn't whine about blood running out of their ears?
Wow. This is a little mental, isn't it?
Whatever. Today is not a good day. I could make it a good day. I could determine that nothing is going to spoil anything. But am I going to? Probly not. Its nicer to wallow in self pity. Shut up. You are either thinking "What a brat." or laughing and shaking your head. Carol, I know you are laughing and thinking about calling to interrogate me as to why today is a bad day. Don't bother. No one knows - including myself - and no one is going to know. I don't know why I'm telling you guys this, except that the people on Xanga would think I was suicidal if I left a post like this. Never a good thing when your friends start coming into your workplace, checking your wrists for signs of self inflicted wounds.
-Shell
4 comments:
You are good. As I sat there chuckling to myself, I thought, "why not call her and add to her angst? Hmmmmm, tempting." I know, I feel evil today.
Oh my gosh! Where is sixth??
Shell, if you don't comment on my blog soon, I might just have to contact sixth and...well...deal with you.
how do you get tired of the drama and angst? you're a teenager in drama. this is basically what your life is about. being over dramatic and being angsty.
no worries, lendiel. i'm still alive and well. the friends and familes of my victims have thus far been unable to get their angry little hands on me.
sorry, i've been out of the loop for a while. work, work, work. and some other minor stuff. and my computers are dead. desktop and laptop. not a good few weeks.
dude - why are you so angsty? is there someone we can harm to make you feel better?
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