post tryouts

So I didn't make CC Singers.
I made chorus in Les Mis.

I won't lie. I'm dissapointed. And if I hadn't been to call backs, I wouldn't be!! I discovered a role during call backs that I loved beyond beliefe. I wanted Eponine so badly it was insane. And I could sing it! I was the only chick there who could hit that low F. But I know they had already cast it before call backs - Scott didn't really make any effort to have us sing Eponine and only under nagging from the other girls did he give us a song for her. And that song...I could sing it. I think. I could hit that note. HA. Whatever.
I didn't get the innkeepers wife either, but the girl who got it will do a really good job. And the casting was good...except for Eponine - cause I wanted it. lol

But I'm sad. I really am. I've never not made the cut before. Which is sad in itself, I know. Never not made the cut?? Are you kidding me?? Well...I did make chorus, so I did make the cut, but...ya know? I was like "I don't want a main part this time cause I'm tired of them and want a break." but actually, deep down, I wanted a lead to prove that I was good enough - to myself.
Whatever. *sigh* OK! Pitty party is over now. Must go to choir anyways...am going to be late...campus is really annoying to walk around....annoying people...annoying sun.

-Shell