Awkward moment of the freakin week!

Sweet mother of peaches.... *chuckles* Yeah. Kissing random people is as awkward as I thought it would be. Director had said on Monday "Hey! We're actually doing the kissing scenes on Wednesday! No more hugging." But...neither of us ever actually...talked about it. Never. Just didn't. So we're in the scene, the moment comes....and I just said "To heck with it! Might as well get it over with!" And he seemed to have the same thought cause he came in and...then he bailed and cheek kissed and he was like "Did we have to do that today??!!" And we look over and the director, the Stage manager, her boyfriend, and Linsdi (other cast person) are just freakin crackin up! Like, they were laughing so hard! Director was like "That was so funny! We were like "Omg...they're gonna do it!" And then for a split second I thought "They won't do it." And then you were and....he bailed!"

*laughs loudly and hautily* I didn't bail. Thankyewverymuch! I had the courage! And I think I was more freaked out by the thought than he was. Neither of us had done stage kissing before. But I'm pretty darned sure I was more awkward about it. And Ray bailed. I feel proud of myself for not bailing....sort of. He bailed again the second time and was like "I'm going to the right!!! Dang it! I always go right!!" And then...well...I kinda bailed. I actually kissed him and was like "Augh! Too...weird...too...stay...can't!" and pulled away after like, a milisecond. The scene requires more than a milisecond kiss. So Director was like "No! You can't pull away until Kenny enters." And Ray's like "She just pulled away!" And I'm like muttering horrible words under my breath at myself because I'm such a chicken. Then we actually kissed. Then had to do it again. People clapped. *hits head on table* It was so weird after that. What do you say after something like that??? THERE IS NOTHING TO SAY!! Ahahahahaa!! Thats my line right before all this. "You don't say anything at all." *hits head more* I need sleep.

Awww...sshhheeezzz.....probly the most awkward moment ever on stage. Seriously. I have never felt that awkward and foolish. I know we were both acting like little kids about it, but people! Come on! We met like, what? 2 weeks ago?? I had met him once or twice before, in passing, but I really didn't like his personality at all and thought he was kind of a jerk. So really, we're doin pretty good actor-wise.

Anyways. Just my amusing story for the day.

Oh yeah! Homeschooling.
Pretty much, after I got into highschool I taught myself. I'm a fairly smart kid, except in math. I've never flunked a class (Weeeelll...I tech. flunked 9th grade math. But I don't talk about that), and enjoy school just as much as the next person (not at all). There was a homeschool soccer team (which I became captain of) that started my freshman year, and before that there was a city soccer league that I started playing for when I was 8. Then I reffed and played. Then I coached little league, reffed and played.
I was also on a mime team (sounds weird. I know. Another story for another time), and me and my friend do/have done crazy stuff that could get us into trouble. We never went the really illegal route (weed, underage drinking, ect), cause we were raised to be a lot more responsible than your average kid. Sometimes people my age think I'm a little odd because I talk like an adult. I dress and laugh at and do all the stuff kids my age do, I just developed a very complicated vocab. But more and more people are understanding it as I get old. *smacks head* That made me sound so...whatever *laughs* But thats (in my small little mind, I don't know about others) the only weird thing about me. I think...ok...there are probly others. But who cares what they think???

Anyways. Homeschool kids (as a whole) are pretty much the same as any other kid out there, except the majority are a little more responsible when it come to choices they make in highschool. The only difference is, instead of spending 8 hours a day in a large building, we spend as much time as it takes to finish our homework in our house, and then are free to do whatever we want for the rest of the day. Some homeschool familes keep their kids doing school from 8-3, but my family is just like "If you have good grades, and you've done your work, go do whatever."

Sooo...thats my 'short' explination of homeschooling. I don't actually have to go now, but I feel like it. I'm really tired. And I have to run by the library down here and return some books. And I don't have time to sleep before I go to work. Dang it!

Later
-Shell