Augh! Whys life always just have to suck?? And why can't people just be attracted to one person, and those two people are only attracted to each other? And no one else. So there would never be any heartbreak or relational complications. Just a random question Mariha and I have been disscussing lately. I think I'm going to begin inserting random and non-answerable questions into my blog. Hooray!!
Augh! I really hope that Sean didn't see where my blog was. He's standing there at the counter talking and occasionaly staring at the screen. Stupid Shell didn't think to put it down. *pokes self in eye. And isn't wearing glasses today, so there is no eye-poking protection* Why why why?? I would die if he or Justin ever read it. DIE! Not that I have anything that they can't see...wait...maybe....oh badword. I probly do. COME ON PEOPLE!! It's like reading someones journal! I don't mind so much if some people read it (Carol, Sixth O' Clock News, and those such people), but others...it would just be really...bad. Oh yeah. REEEEALLY Bad. I notice that I seem to come back to the subject rather often. You know, if anyone but the two named above read my blog but I don't know it. Is there a record somewhere of how many hits your blog gets? I know it keeps a record of profile visits, but actual blog visits...hmm....should ask someone who knows. But who knows?
Is there anything to talk about? No. Not really. I just updated yesterday (at work) and not its today and I'm updating (at work again) and I don't have any idea why I'm here...
Aha! I need to kill Brandon. Anyone interested in helping me? Ok! Join! I have my trusty boken and I will slaughter the people! KILL THEM ALL I SAY!!! *ahem* Actually, only Brandon. And sort of Amanda. But not really Amanda. More Brandon than anything. Whatever. Why do I even care? I don't even tech. know the guy! I've only emailed him and chatted and phoned for like, a month! Does that mean I can get angry when communication on his part suddenly seems to drop off? No. I shouldn't. Anyone else could do the same and I wouldn't care...but I see everyone else. Say that Mariha didn't email, chat or call for days on end. Would I care? No. I would hunt her down. Say it was one of my guy friends? Nope. I would say "They must be busy" and then if I really needed them, I would send messages through other people, or simply hunt them down. But with Brandon, there is no hunting him down or sending messages (except through Ethan. And I don't talk to Ethan) so...I'm whining again. WHY???
That means I have to leave! I have promised I would stop whining, and here I am, whining. And I have decided when that happens, I will punish myself by ending my blogging session. *sighs and sniffles a little*
Later
-Shell
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i can answer this question. you need to be attracted to several people because of the "what ifs" if im in love with my girlfriend, i need another option. if i love my wife and she dies in child birth, i need another option. if i love my moose but my moose has eyes only for my john deere lawn mower, i need another option. options are important.
by the way, it's just sixth or sixth lie. the sixth o'clock news isn't really the name i go by. would be a bit awkward in coversation wouldn't it. people who think i'm interviewing them, "hi, i'm the sixth o'clock news" see, doens't work. anyway. thanks for the mention, i'm touched.
it's usually better to let guys know that you're a nutball after you've hooked up. unless of course, the guy is into crazy nutbag chicks, like i am. then you're on your own.
ok, this was way longer than ever intended or appropriate.
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