What...the heck...

I'm acting obnoxious and immature at the moment. I know I am. But at least I'm admitting it. But sheeezze people! Please, allow me a moment of annoyed and childish behavior.
*stomps a lot like a rotten little kid*
Ok. Its not all better. But it helps.
We had Beths bachelorete party last night. It was fun. There was myself, Amanda, Maih, the other Amanda, Tristin, Abby, Sarah and of course, Beth. Small, but fun. I enjoyed myself. I even got a 34 in bowling, hooray! Better than the 16 I got a couple weeks ago.

So. It was fun. Until...weell...Maih called her boyfriend (who is friends with Beths fiance) and they were were like, 2 blocks away from us hanging out and Maih and Beth were like "Come over!"
Meanwhile, Amanda had called her boyfriend (who is a friend of Brandon) and said "Come over! And bring Brandon!" So Brandon was like "Ok. Fun." And then didn't come because he had *ahem* promised his little brother that afternoon that he was going to hang out at the house. I'm sorry people...I don't know if he was telling the truth or not. If so, I guess it was ok. I mean...if he did promise his brother and all. BUT PEOPLE! COME ON! Whatever. My biggest thing is if it was like "Well, I don't really wanna meet Shell" and yeah. I'm being an insecure, obnoxiouse, spoilt child right now though! Let me think however I want!

So it ended up, Maih, Amanda and Beth all had their guys and I was stuck sitting through the movie between Miah and Amanda, who were both just hanging all over their boyfriends and it was weird and...annoying and I wanted to kill both of them. I would never tell them that, though I probly should. But I really just wanted to kick both of them. IT WAS A FREAKIN BACHELORETE PARTY!! Why were the boyfriends there???!!? *kicks things and whimpers* Yes, I had not objections to Brandon coming, and with Brandon, Ethan was going to come of course (Amandas guy). And therefor, I shouldn't have had any objections to anyone else coming. Except for the huge thing of after the movie. During the movie was annoying enough. But after, Amanda, Mariha and I were all going back in Amandas car. But Miah was like "Um...I'm going with Dan." And Amanda was like "Oh! We're going out to get something to eat with Ethan!" Well...not like that. She was really nice about it and was like "Are you sure you ok with it?" But she was so sad, I was like "Whatever. Its fine." But it was really weird and AUGH!! I HATE HANGING OUT WITH GIRLS AND THEIR BOYFRIENDS!! I HATE IT!! I swear on my honor, I will NEVER ask my friends to hang out with me and my boyfriend. Only if someone else is along for them to talk to. AUGH!! And Miah kept cracking jokes about me being single and stuff and I laughed but I really just wanted to cry and leave. It wasn't funny. Most of the time, I don't care. I hold to my stance that boyfriends will only bring me more stress, ect., until after I'm out of highschool. But times like last night, it wasn't funny. It wasn't even ok. It was horrible.
Plus...sheezz....another spoilt child moment is coming...Brandon totally didn't even email and say sorry. Whattheheck is up with that? Whatever...maybe he hasn't had time...maybe he didn't care...maybe I need sleep really badly. We didn't get home until 3:00 a.m. and I had to be up at 8:30 and...well...now I'm at work and falling asleep. I think I'm going to go make some coffee as soon as the clerk gets back. Coffee is good for me...

I really hope someone jolly stops by today. I'm just feeling depressed. Severly. And gosh dang it! I can't even talk right and I have to sing a song full of high notes today! And I can't sing! And I really need to just go have a good cry, take a couple tylenol and sleep for about 38 hours. And get over what people think. People are evil. Very.

Sorry this post is so full of female teenage drama. But hey, thats me.

-Shell