Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Winnage of the gameage, I have a fan (kind of...I think), and I wish I had tried out for the college musical!! AUGH!!!

AHA! WE WON OUR GAME TODAY!!! * is kinda freaked out* We were so suprised when the whistle blew that we all just stood there for a second, not even knowing what to do. Thats really sad...

But I pulled a muscle and it's making me angry (mostly because its painful). SOMEONE GET ME A TYLENOL! Maybe...

So...what is there to update about? Ehhh...nothing? Yup. Nothing. EXCEPT...ok nothing. Weeeelll...sword class (Koryo Gumdo) went really well last time. I think since I passed my last test, the higher belts see that I really am here because I enjoy swinging a sword around as much as they do, and not simply because its cool (don't get me wrong, it is cool. Thats just not why I'm doing it.)

It's so weird to think about someone actualy reading my blog. WHY ME???? WHY NOW???? I guess 'sixthlie' found it and thought it was rather random. It is. *chuckles* It was meant to be that way...

You know, I think I wish that we were still in Porch of Doom era, and not Post PoD. Life was so much less complicated. Actually, it was more so. But it was more fun. It was like, "Hhhmmm...will one of us see one of them today? Will they bring it up?" And for me it was like "And will they say something that will convince Amanda to come hang out with us all?" Now it's like "Ho hum...hi. Bye." And not as much fun. WHERE IS THE RANDOMNESS????

*sobs* I want my randoms.
Wait...that sounded...I don't know...it just...nope. Not gonna say it again. Ok. I might.

OMG!!! *BWAHAHA!!* Amanda called her boyfriend on the way home from class today and they started talking about his 'list of ways to die'. And he was saying something about ashes being scattered and Amanda is like "I think your parents should scatter them."
And he is like "But I want you to scatter my ashes."

It was so little-kid-in-a-scary-movie kind of line!!! I laughed so freaking hard!!!

So last night I was up until 4:00 am. writing the draft for the pursuasion essay. I thought the draft was due today. And I am a puffer!!! (also known as a sucker, just stupider) It wasn't due until next week. So there I sat in class, falling asleep because I was writing a paper that was due in that class next week. *donks head repeatedly*

What else...what else...

AAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I am so depressed I could throw a few books around the room.
So, we were on break during class and I'm walkin the halls and stuff, considering dropping in on Amanda's class, just for cracks. And I hear singing. I am curiouse, of course. So I follow the sound to the auiditorium. And there they are, practicing for the fall musical. THEY WERE FANTASTIC!! The set was AMAZING!!! I just stood there in the doorway, open-mouthed!!

But I had to leave and get back to class, and on the way there, I became very very depressed. The musical I am in, is terrible. And having the supporting role is killing me. I don't have time to dedicate to that role!! I just don't!!! I have so many other things I have to do, and I'm trying to learn a bazillion songs and dances and lines and create a character!! Plus the musical is rather pointless and stupid and only has 2 catchy tunes in the whole thing! COME ON PEOPLE!!! There's what? 12-15 songs, CAN'T AT LEST 5 OF THEM BE GOOD????? AND WHY DO I HAVE TO SING ALL STUPID SONGS???? CAN'T A GIRL DANCE EVERYNOW AND THEN??? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

But, the evening did me some good because I am now determined to make this musical as fantastics as those amazing people I heard and saw tonight. Not all of them were amazing, but there were a few who I just wanted to hug. Really. And they have SUCH a sweet stage. Our stage....not sweet. At all. Small. EXTREMELY small. So small that we might not have couches, because it's too hard to fit them backstage between acts.

*Is all sad again*
Later
-Shell

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