*feels stupid. And dumb. And...yeah. That.*

Ah, where has the time flow? Somewhere I cannot follow, so I sit here alone, weeping in despare. What will become of the world? What will become of me? What will become of my cheese sandwich?

*AHEM*

I think thats enough now.

*She sees everyone nodding*

Shut up...

AAAAAAA!!! I had A DAY yesterday! Or rather (looks at clock) Saturday. Which is weird, because I never suspected Saturday could be A DAY. Ever. I have 2 DAYS in now. Bwahaha!

Arg. I can be such a dweeb sometimes. Mariha and I were out cruising about and we see some of our friends so we stop and say hello.

Now, Mariha and I, when we cruise, usually have the volume up really loud so we have to yell. And even if we don't crank the tunes, we still yell because, thats just the way we are when we hang out; really really loud.

Anyways. Back to the story. We are out there talking to our friends (none of whom we know really well, which makes a difference. If we knew them well, this story wouldn't really bother me.) and I realize later, I was being so loud. Incredibly loud. Mariha can turn the loudness off. Shell on the otherhand, doesn't think about it. I mean come, can't everyone yell about everything??

So I kept thinking about it later and felt like a flammin' idiot. Which I should'nt, because they all know me and know that I am loud and bla bla bla. But it's no excuse because I looked like I was trying to get all the attention and you know...I just sometimes wish I would think about stuff before I did it. I just say and do whatever happens to come first, and it makes me feel and look stupid. Arg.

*is getting mad and re-embarassed just thinking about this all*

I'm gonna go now. This was going to be an amusing entry, but now my amused-ness is gone. In it's wake, I feel as if I acted like an annoying child.

Dang it.

-Shell