THE DAY!!

AHA!! I day went by! One day! THE day I didn't see either of them! Bwahahahaha!! *dances about gleefuly* Actually...its kind of a weird feeling. I'm not sure what to think about it. It's been so long in coming, ya know? SUCH a weird feeling...hmm....*sobs* Where were you today Muffin Head and Shoe Brain?? *laughs really hard* I'm happy that things are back into notmality again. Amanda had to see Shoe Brain today, though. And if you are wondering, Muffin Head and Shoe Brain are what we call two certain people that we saw every single day for a couple weeks there.

Anyways. I talked to Muffin Head for almost 2 hours last night. Yes, the person I try to avoid, I talked to for 2 hours. BUT, it was good. For one thing, it was enjoyable and not very weird. It was actual intelligent (most of the time...except for the 'laugh attack' explination thing. He didn't seem to get that. At all.) conversation. And secondly, we cleared up a lot of things and I don't have all those nagging questions anymore. It's all good and I'm glad to see that the two of us can be civil to each other for that long. There was no fighting, and I only got slightly peeved once. And it was only because he was totally right and I knew it and I did'nt want him to be. I hate it when people point out my temper to me. I KNOW ITS THERE, PEOPLE!!! *ahem* But otherwise, it was a very amusing, informative and enjoyable conversation. *nods proudly to herself*

OH! Holy cow. I'm in this play, and there are these parts that need cut. They are not apropriate and the director and I already had a deal; I would play the part she gave me if certain parts in the play would be chopped out. And so there we were last night, practicing away, and we come upon one of those places that needed...revision. And I look at the other guy and say "We'll fix that." Not even expecting any kind of protest. I mean come on people! I'm a minor, he is an adult. Humor me. lol.
Anyway.
So he like, refused to cut it. He was saying how it was cute and none of the kids would get it anyway. I got to the point of raised voices and dramatic hand gestures. I'm alway gesturing, but I was like, flailing and getting a little high pitched and he was getting annoyed and frustrated and it totally had the makings of a great big hissy fit on Shell's part and a great big pouting session on his, but sadly, the director jumped in and was like "Now...guy...why don't we talk about this later. Really." So we just shot each other nasty looks and went onward.

I do not want this play to become a huge stupid conflict. And I don't want there to be hard feelings between me and the other guy because we do 1/2 the scenes in the play together. We have duets and dance solos. We will have to work together and it's weird enough already because I've never had a solo part before and all the sudden, I'm a supporting actress with as many solo songs as the main character. And people wanting to keep inapropriate material in the script only makes life that much more complicated.

I will say this: I will fight to the death on this issue. And if need be, there will be yelling and threats and -heaven forbid- great big hissy fits and possibly tears. I will pull the tear card on this. I want this part so bad, but I will not put my morals on the line for it, and there should be no need that the situation should arrise in which I would have to.

I've rambled far too long.
Later
-Shell